josh_i_think

just damn bored.

2005-09-07T02:06:14Z

well this online stuff has oficialy gotten boring. i dont know it used to be nothing to get a dozen coments on a post but now i seem to be strugleing to get a single coment. it bugs me because i like comunicateing with people. it seems that "the modified" and "suspensions" comunities have come to a screatching hult. and dont even get me started on xanga. thats dead too. even my bme is dwindleing. i cant get anyone to post on my forms any more. i am starting to wonder why i keep trying.

josh_i_think @ 2005-08-31T17:19:00

2005-08-31T21:21:34Z

guhh i need to get out of this place... NOW i need somewhere to go... i need to get a car and my licence and insurance and a place to live as fast as posible...

edit...
im a falior... i failed my 6 months long past... must try again and with some assistance from good ol sodium nitrate... then maybe i can give it another try

moveing

2005-08-30T03:47:20Z

well after fights at home i think it is time to become a man and get myself an appartment. i think i am going to try to bunk up with friend krisisex!(shes so awsome) and maybeone or 2 more would be great. i realy think i could do it though.

im realy kind of nervous i have never done anything like this before... i know it is not aas easy as it sounds and i dont know if i can do it...

any advice?

we are here for cheep beer and you can drink it with us

2005-08-20T16:04:41Z

well i am still at my uncles. lauren is pissed at my about my sex fast. and i have not wooky except the beer on tap that i think tastes like piss... readers digest version...IM BORED!!!!

vow start, 8/18,05; vow end 2/18/06

2005-08-19T03:30:09Z

__edit__
please if you do not want to be disturbed in any way shape or form by hearing sexual and brutal things please stop reading.

I here by in front of all of you who read this, vow a 6 month sex-fast. no sex with myself, others, or mechanical objects. I shall convert the sexual energy I feel into more productive acts. I hope to keep this vow to better myself and find my true interests. I believe if I fail to succeed in this I should be sterilized to keep my filth from infecting the rest of the world...

now with as disturbing as that was for me to write and post... there it is know it and please please keep me to it I will for the life of me try to keep myself true to it. and be as honest with myself as I can this is one thing I am serious about.
thank you all

josh_i_think @ 2005-08-15T17:13:00

2005-08-15T21:35:11Z

You know. I think I’m going to get back into live journal a bit. At least the communities. xanga sucks my rabbit!

I have moved on from high school and am now attending college incase anyone is interested.

josh_i_think @ 2005-05-24T10:20:00

2005-05-24T14:20:52Z

i dont update this but incase anybody looks at it... i do have a xanga (bandfrontboy) yea so if your looking here and wana check it out its cool as pie

josh_i_think @ 2004-08-18T22:06:00

2004-08-19T02:10:14Z

why am i drinking a mikes?...i hate mikes...*shrugs* ohh well
well im hopeing krisi will forgive me i know i was a dick but yea... maybe ill try and talk to her when she wakes up tomarow i dont know*shrugs* id hate to loose her as a friend over something stupid i said... that would just suck balls...
uhhg...thats all...

josh_i_think @ 2004-08-12T23:57:00

2004-08-13T04:04:34Z

finaly worked up the nerve to ask christy out which is cool maybe this will work and i wont be like a fucking train wreck like always im hopeing
yep im going to the mall tomarow cause im a mall rat and then i might go over to christy's and then to a grave yard *nods* great fun
yea other then that nothing realy going on just in a verry pissy mood with people...dont even think they realy know the full extent of how pissed ether i think they might think im a little mad at them but want to fix it and when they try it just pisses me off to no end...

josh_i_think @ 2004-08-12T23:49:00

2004-08-13T03:51:51Z

guhhh...fucking people...god and krisi is leaveing...i realy am going to miss her god i have some shit i have to talk with her about just actuly talk with her about in person before she goes...i jsut have to get it off my chest... maybe after my next suspension

i need to work on being less pissy and maybe jsut forgetting about shit and forgiveing my friends...*thinks about that*...HAH fuck that shit!

josh_i_think @ 2004-08-12T16:10:00

2004-08-12T20:14:02Z

yea i like this one better (fixed the you're, there is more texture, and i like how the collors blend more)

fucking rats...

2004-08-12T01:41:36Z

YOU KNOW WHAT I REALY FUCKING HATE MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD?!?!?!? slimy little fucking rats that stick there nose where it dosent belong cause they THINK they are helping you but it realy just gives you a fucking head ach! yea those fucking people... and then they go and try and fix a dispute that no one but you knows about and they REALY fuck everyting up by telling everyone about it!!! fucking rat...

rats should poisoned...

new pic

2004-08-11T06:58:33Z

jsut a new pic i made up i thought i would put on here not that anyone cares or anything lol

josh_i_think @ 2004-08-01T22:21:00

2004-08-02T02:22:28Z

*le sigh* well I had a very enlightening talk with Brent (Mandy’s boyfriend) today...

Well it started out as a ten min lesson on meditations and ended as an hour discussion on focusing your life, life, relationships, religion, enlightenment, and meaning of many things. I now have a start on “earning” my gauged ears. I have come to understand that I have a much deeper relationship(friend wise) then anyone else I know.

Brent has actually done a suspension already so instead of Zade who has no former experience at it just like me and Zade has even less of an understanding of the meaning and what I’m trying to find wile doing it then I do. Brent knows a lot about it and he knows how to help me in doing it and he also understands it could take anywhere from 20 min to an hour for me to find it and with him I might be able to. I’m going to make everyone else shut up wile I do it so ill be able to get my experience right.

I might have him do a pulling on me some day before I do it which would help because it would be just me and him and he could help me learn how to and what to use to meditate before it.

Well other then that that’s about it. I’m probably going to have my lips sewn shut still but for different experience and the people that want to come can still come but you have to keep your self under control and no horsing around.

Ok that’s all bubye

josh_i_think @ 2004-08-01T21:29:00

2004-08-02T01:30:09Z

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If there's anyone you love this much, re-post this in your journal

Run, run as fast as you can you can’t catch me in the gingerbread man

2004-07-30T01:57:45Z

well i went to cross cunt-ry practice today and yea i actuly did my whole distance running. i may have been hella slow but i did 6 miles so who can blame me WHO?!?!?!?
*gitty little girly laugh* i think i might have a "lj secret admirer" though not so secret :o hehe but fun all the same right?....ohh god....maybe they will be my stalker...and we will live in stalker stalky love!!!*dreamy sigh*

haha ANYWAY!!! lmao ohh kkkenny's parents are going out of town for a whole week soon so i might do a suspension there in his back yard AN ACTULE FULL SUSPENSION!!! not like my last one my little pussy one...i just have to get hooks...ohh well ill do some chores for mom slut...."ohh god not the dog shit!!!"

josh_i_think @ 2004-07-28T02:25:00

2004-07-28T06:25:53Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

how am i Narcissistic and Schizoid at the same time????? that makes no sence...

josh_i_think @ 2004-07-27T23:42:00

2004-07-28T03:43:14Z

haha i love that pic

josh_i_think @ 2004-07-26T22:06:00

2004-07-27T02:07:22Z

98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If youre one of the 2% who hasn't, copy and paste this into your journal.

weeeeeeee im part of that croud but i think its more like 10% but who gives a shit right 2% sounds better

josh_i_think @ 2004-07-20T23:58:00

2004-07-21T03:58:47Z

....uhhh...FUCK YOU KRISI!!!! stop dreaming about me naked!

josh_i_think @ 2004-07-18T23:39:00

2004-07-19T04:13:23Z

hell yea std's!!! and gay lovein!!!

and i shall be sold as a non sex thing for that amount and thats how i will live...so fuck you guys im gona be ritch bitch!!

why dose that answer not suprise me?...ohh thats right cause its true!!!!

and i took the cash!!!!

id ont know how true that one is...i dont think they would want to hook back up...im kind of lame....

awwwwwwww buba!!!!

josh_i_think @ 2004-07-18T23:16:00

2004-07-19T03:17:10Z

you people are sick!!!! lmao i never would have guessed krisi!!!

josh_i_think @ 2004-07-17T23:19:00

2004-07-18T03:22:41Z

well i its been the longest fucking time and no one reads this im willing to bet but yea ill put this in anyway

http://public.fotki.com/XXXsuspensions/7_13_04/

yea well thats the link to my first atempt at a suspension if you want to check it out*shrugs*

other then that not much is going on ive been hanging out with krisi alot but thats about it i havent hung out with zade much other then that suspension but thats ok him and sarah are doing great

i want to stitch my mouth shut and make a shirt that attaches with fishing hooks for my next suspension and yea...*shrugs* and maybe ill be able to do better then

josh_i_think @ 2004-06-09T16:47:00

2004-06-09T21:06:34Z

well im grounded and being bitched out...this is bullshit what the hell is up with people??? i have no fucking clue whats going on and im getting yelled at for it...*shrugs*fuck it ill just get a job, ignore all these people and put in as manny houres as i can and get my piercings...FINALY!!! a job is going to be so much easier i dont have to decide what to do someone just tells me what needs to be done and i do it i like it that way*nods*

well thats all folkers

yey!!!

2004-05-26T23:24:28Z

josh_i_think is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested.

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