*le sigh* well I had a very enlightening talk with Brent (Mandy’s boyfriend) today...<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

            Well it started out as a ten min lesson on meditations and ended as an hour discussion on focusing your life, life, relationships, religion, enlightenment, and meaning of many things. I now have a start on “earning” my gauged ears. I have come to understand that I have a much deeper relationship(friend wise) then anyone else I know.

            Brent has actually done a suspension already so instead of Zade who has no former experience at it just like me and Zade has even less of an understanding of the meaning and what I’m trying to find wile doing it then I do. Brent knows a lot about it and he knows how to help me in doing it and he also understands it could take anywhere from 20 min to an hour for me to find it and with him I might be able to. I’m going to make everyone else shut up wile I do it so ill be able to get my experience right.

            I might have him do a pulling on me some day before I do it which would help because it would be just me and him and he could help me learn how to and what to use to meditate before it.

            Well other then that that’s about it. I’m probably going to have my lips sewn shut still but for different experience and the people that want to come can still come but you have to keep your self under control and no horsing around.

Ok that’s all bubye